It is quite intimidating to be on the spotlight. Especially if most of what you are doing relates to being out there. “in public” I mean.
Suppose I couldn’t go out and face the world, how will my work be known?
I kept on questioning myself and how a lot of people are way better but as soon as I got the hang of it I was just thinking of how I could get my work out there without being known ‘personally’. I have always thought of myself as a ‘behind the scene’ kind of person. hence, being behind the camera.
I come out sometimes looking very shy and extremely introverted and it is truly hard to be out there mingling with the others. Yet, I do feel that somehow I am social and out there getting to know people.
I have no idea how I reached where I am today. Not to forget the help I got from special people but taking a moment and remembering my past. Not being able to say a word or even introduce myself to others because I was this shy. Right now, I am all about getting my work out there.
I am fully aware of what I am about to say and I fully believe every word that you will read right now… Just keep an open mind: whether you have lost faith in yourself just keep reading and let’s hope in will kick it up a notch. I am where I am because of those elements and if I did not have one of those
I Have never thought I would reach where I am today because I have lost my patience quite sometimes and I have felt that I had nothing at that time. I was insecure because I have always thought about others and what would they think or say about my work. Having this doubt about me has seriously limited me in so many ways.
This could go on an on but I am determined in keeping my posts short and precise.
“Believe in yourself and keep telling yourself that you can and you will. The only person who can pull me down is myself, and I’m not going to let myself pull me down anymore.” –C. JoyBell C.
xx Ms Poet