... I stopped living my life in an auto pilot mode and started being aware of my feelings, emotions actions..... Which made me realize that I missed a lot in my previous years.
... You do not need a group of people to back you up.
...as you are actually becoming more aware of your reality.. You end up getting angry,
Sometime's not sharing things doesn't mean that you're secretive about it.. You just chose not to. As simple as that